Kerala looks beautiful in the monsoons is what I have to say right now. Its fresh green, like the morning grass, bright and happy like the morning sunshine and pollyannishly chirpy like the tiny sparrow waking up to a new day!
But with me, everything feels the opposite. Dull, bored, frustrated,tensed, nervous and confused. A hybrid of reasons. Studies, work, future, relationships, long distances and much more.
The frustration gets a tad too high, like the crazy wave at Kovalam. The difference is that I love the waves that cause turbulence at Kovalam, but I hate the ones that cause turbulence in my life. Why ?
I hate Java. They are making me do it. I have no clue why. I don't understand a head or tail of it mostly, but what I know is simply that I need to get out of this place a-s-a-p. That I need some magic, some miracle and some luck to get me out of this cyclone -> the apparent first phase of my career. The good part about it is that I know what I don't want to do in life! I am sure of what I have to reject but to make the choice now, this is what I am accepting.
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90% of time in my life has gone by till now in relaising what I dont want to do in life...9 % in understanding and confusion if i really want something in life and rest 1% in holding on to what i found worth living for in one life :)
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