I was frustrated, desperate , tense and edgy. Because I didn't know what was coming up next. The recession was taking its toll on everyone around me. The best & the worst. I was no better. I am no better. But then like they say, you get it when you least expect it. So like that, one fine day, it was in my inbox. Joining date, place, bla bla! To the other end of the country. For a long time! Though, I was waitin for this moment but then it really came and somehow I am scared. Scared to lose my cocoon, scared to be away from home, from the familiar faces, from the sounds I know, from the smells I can reckon, the fragrances I am used to... I dont know how will I survive with the feel of the dosas, coconut oils and rasams! I am not even sure what is making me write this.
On one hand, I am so looking forward to be in God's own country, while on the other hand , I am apprehensive to think if I would actually enjoy what I do and how will i fair at it? Will I get along with the people there or would it be another episode of Roadies Hell Down under? i wish I could go back to school again. Be a kid all over again. Re-design some phases of my life. Re-make some choices. Re-take some decisions!
How good will this all prove to be? Can i check somethings? Can I change somethings? DO I need to change mysefl?
i will write more when i m in a saner state of mind! Aloha for now.
2 comments:
Congratulations for your Joining :)
& Good luck for the new inning.
congrats ma'am. good luck in your endeavors, and wish you all the good things you deserve in life...
Keep rocking mlle, and have fun while it lasts :)
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