It's all about living a meaningful life...

Just read these lines somewhere..beautiful..

Dream what you want to dream,

Go where you want to go,

Be what you want to be,

Because you have only one life...

and one chance to do all the things you want to do.. .

Going for a short holiday tomorrow. Hope it refreshes me, gives a new perspective and a happy outlook to life..and brings me out of the crisis I am in.. ! Amen.

Disgusted.

Plain disgusted to think that I had ever known you.

Plain disgusted to think that I was ever close to you.

Plain disgusted with what ever you did.

You have been such a jerk.

I wasted my time on you.

This will cost you. It will cost you in a really big way. Remember that.

You have been such a schmuck.

Me= Dumb :(

I have done the dumbest thing anyone on earth can do.

There is no person dumber than me on earth today.

I Feel so dumb :-/

Why I am so lost in my own world? Why am I so careless?

I lost a very very very important document. And I have no idea in heaven where it would be. I really have no idea! And I will be so screwed if I don't find it. Shit!

Shit! !@#$%^&*

So wasted.

Iktaara..

Oh re mannva tu toh baavra hai ...
....Tu hi jaane tu kya sochta hai
....Tu hi jaane tu kya sochta hai baavre
Kyun dikhaye sapne tu sote jaagte

Jo barse sapne boond boond
Nainon ko moond moond
Kaise main chaloon.... dekh na sakoon
.....Anjaane raastein

l am your iktaara today. This song depicts my situation. A hundred things running through my mind. A deluge of emotions. Swings of moods. Apprehensions . Worries. Positivities. Negativities. Enthusiasm. Pessimism. Joy. Hatred. Love. Desire. Sadness. Optimism. ...

But now I am numb. I don't feel it. A thing.

It's my D-Day. I don't know if I am living or dying at the moment. I have waited long. But now l want to run away. l want to escape. But l will not. Because that is not me. Because l don't escape situations. l face my challenges myself even if l come out good or bad ,better or worse. But l will.

What l tell myself is that everything happens for a reason. No one can change what has to happen . It is all destiny. He is up there and He is taking care of you and me. God. I am keeping the faith in Him and in myself.

Ma vie pour la tienne

Thank you for sending me this picture :) I am delighted. This means 'a lot' to me!

Tu me manque beaucoup ces jours, surtout quand je suis triste et il n'y a pas des gens ici pour parler et pour sourir et pour faire les choses bizarre comme j'ai fait toujours avec toi.

Apres longtemps, aujourd'hui je t'ecris en francais, et je pense tu toujours parle en francais la bas. :) Mais je peux souvenir quelquechose apres quatre annees d'etudier ca . L'autre jour, j'ai pense de tout les choses mechantes on a fait ensemble a l'AF ;) on a manque les cours, aller sur le terrace..and watch the sun go down together.. talking for hours.. those were the days.. that summer of '69...! those were the days..

tout a change.. j'ai change.. la vie m'a change.. tu n'es pas avec moi, mais je sais que je suis avec toi toujours et c'est la raison tu me dit toujours que comment tu veux que j'etais avec toi en Paris et en Suisse et en Berlin ,surtout tous les ces places que on va aimer ensemble ....

Je ne oublie jamais, quand tu m'a appele from the top of the Eiffel Tower :) inoubliable.

J'attend pour ton retour, mais si quelqu'un me donne une choix, je vais venir chez toi.. L'Inde, je n'aime pas les gens ici anymore..tout le monde est bizarre .. je voudrais voir toi.. tu me manque.. et oui, ma vie pour le tienne aussi.. :) ma vie!!

ghar aaja sohneyaa...

Quote of the day

"Tread softly because you tread on my dreams."

-William Butler Yeats

Rehna tu..

Tu zakhmm de agarr....

Marhhamm bhii aaake tu hi lagaaye...